Stop looking for the answers and live your life with whatever makes you happy. Forget the labels, expectations, and the thoughts that have stopped you. Live whatever moment feels right.
Anonymous asked: You're the hottest asian guy I've ever seen. (You're hotter than Glenn from The Walking Dead) haha.
Aww thank you anon! lol
There’s a guy that sits behind me in my morning class. He’s pretty cute and he has a girlfriend. But I can’t help but feel a little tension whenever I come in class. I don’t have a good gaydar but he’s one of those people who would as far as I can see. Noodles are straight but not when it gets wet and steamy.
I look back at my pictures on Instagram and compare them to my old ones. I notice that I’ve been way too happy and comfortable with life. It’s good to be happy but the problem was that I was too comfortable so I stopped trying.
Overtime, I realized I showed more vulnerability toward people. Before, I needed to work on opening up to people but now I’m too open. All answers about me are answered without people even asking. Catch my drift? I need an element of mystery.
I’m so antisocial in a class full of guys. My aviation maintenance class… why they gotta be so basic? Sometimes I come late to this class so they see my grand entrance. They need to upgrade their outfits.
Words cannot explain how unbelievably happy I am right now. I just want to say that the past six months with my boyfriend has been such an amazing adventure for me. Even now, it still feels like it was all a dream. Way before I met him, I’ve always asked God to make me a better person, to put me on a good path of self-development, and put me in a relationship only when I’m ready. I used to always take things for granted, I threw away friends without hesitation, and I never kept interest in guys for more than two weeks and if I did, they would be the ones who’d break my heart. God changed it all in a matter of six months. He brought me and my boyfriend together. We started off at a perfect time, we went through all the hardships, went on amazing adventures from road trips to hiking trips. Although this adventure has come to an end, we ended it perfectly and have absolutely no regrets. It’s unfortunate how it couldn’t last longer but I believe God has determined that six months did just enough to answer my prayers. I’ve grown to love myself, to live life to the fullest, to keep and embrace new and old friends, to love my family even more, to be the best person I can be, and to finally know how it feels to love and to be loved by a significant other. And yes, I will be keeping this amazing friend who continues to inspire me every day. It hurts that I’m single again but it’s natural to feel sad over something like this. But I regret absolutely nothing about this whole journey that God has put me through. I will get through it. Thank you so much for the adventure, Tee On. I will always love you regardless of where our future takes us. As friends or maybe even lovers again one day. Who knows?
Now that Lenten season has begun, I’m opening a new chapter as a completely new and better person. I noticed how much more my personality shines when I’m around the people I love. I’m blessed for the friends, family, and the love that God has given me and put me through.