So today, I hung out with my friend Arleen at my house. We took a nap on my bed because we were really tired from eating and walking today lol. My mom was a little suspicious because she never met her before and she didn’t like how it was just the two of us in my room and it was like night time (my mom is traditional). She got my brother to call me out of my room so she can talk to me about it and I gave her a “WTF!?” look and I told her “What are you thinking?” I just couldn’t believe what we were talking about, she’s either very traditional or doesn’t have a clue that I don’t like girls that way. I was soooo close to just tell her straight up that I’m gay, on the spot, I was just disgusted by what she was thinking and I thought that would be a good way for me to just come out to her.
Before I drove home Arleen, we stopped by CVS so I can buy myself something. Then I thought “Fuck… my parents are gonna wonder why it took a while…” but then I thought it would be a perfect chance for me to just come out to them. I really wasn’t kidding, if they did give me the talk when I got home, I would’ve just spilled. Seriously, my mind was just urging to tell them.
I’m desperate to come out to them, it’s so hard. By now, I thought they already knew, apparently not. Ugh… tradition can suck my ass, “I’m gay, maaah…”